brother.

i have a brother. his name is afiq fikri. hes 16 going on 17 next year. he was born on 5 march 1993. he's the only boy in my family. except abah. i love him so much. when he was a little boy, he's so cute. he loves to play masak2, kawen2, cashier2 with me. sumtimes, i will ask him to be a girl. then, he just agree n we'll play happily. before my sister, aliah huda was born, there just four of us. mama abah me n afiq.

afiq's personality? he's so not handsome. he's so vain. he's so perasan ramai pmpuan suke die. he said, he is a hotstuff. oh durhh? he doesnt love me anymore. he even said to me " go to hell ". he wants me to die. n he said "like i care". hes so mean. he has change.

we used to share secrets together. but now, he keeps hiding all his secrets from me. i dun knoe who is his girlfren, n whatsoever. when he is in trouble, baru la die nak sayang aku. kalau x, hampeh.

i just miss the old him. the one yang suke rabe2, yang tell me about everything, n respect me as his sister :(

for u msr(:

"Endless Love"

My love,

There's only you in my life

The only thing that's bright

My first love,

You're every breath that I take

You're every step I make

And I

(I-I-I-I-I)

I want to share

All my love with you

No one else will do...

And your eyes

Your eyes, your eyes

They tell me how much you care

Ooh yes, you will always be

My endless love

Two hearts,

Two hearts that beat as one

Our lives have just begun

Forever

(ohhhhhh)

I'll hold you close in my arms

I can't resist your charms

And love

Oh, love

I'll be a fool

For you,

I'm sure

You know I don't mind

Oh, you know I don't mind

'cause you,

You mean the world to me

Oh

I know

I know

I've found in you

My endless love

Oooh-woow

Boom, boom

Boom, boom, boom, boom, booom

Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom

Oooh, and love

Oh, love

I'll be that fool

For you,

I'm sure

You know I don't mind

Oh you know

I don't mind

And, yes

You'll be the only one

'cause no one can deny

This love I have inside

And I'll give it all to you

My love

My love, my love

My endless love

p/s: i love u so much

friendss.

ryte now, i think, i miss all my friends. my high school frens n my college frens. i miss lepaking wit them n gossiping. how i miss the machines all together. baya lala iwa fanah sopi alin fau n zue. i miss them very much. igt x dulu2, kite ckp bnde kotor2, usha bontot vickram. macam sial. hahhaa. tah la. aku rindu gile babi korg. i hope, our frenship, last forever. nnt kalau korg kawen, jgn la lupe ajak aku. heee. aku bole jadi penyeri wedding korg. heeee. :)

MSR

i just miss u very much. cant u see that :'(

abahhh

ABAH <3

abah, i miss u.

i miss our family vacation.

abah selalu outstation.

n abah selalu busy with your work.

i understand that.

u did all this, because u want to find money, for our family.

but somehow,

i just miss u very much abah

:(